a private blog?

i'm thinking lately i should probably make my blog private....?  should i?  i know i would write a lot more and a lot more openly if it was private, but i can't decide.  anyway, tara and heather, it think you two are are the only ones who read this, so put down your stuff so if i do i can add you to my list.  and if there is anybody else out there who reads this and would still want too, put your stuff down too:) i'm saying "stuff"  cause i really don't know what you have to "put down" but probably everybody else in the world does.  i think the reason i haven't done this is just because i get so sad when i find out someones blog is private and that old from from high school/college just kind of disappears for me and it makes me so sad. maybe thats why the rest of the world is on facebook/instagram huh?  anyway, if anybody sees this and wants to read these random ramblings of mine ever, put down your stuff and if nobody does then i guess i won't have to worry anyway!:) cool